不懂球者

三天前  苦思冥想如何才有机会路过她的学校

想着想着就睡着了

梦中又看见了她

梦醒后

一张招聘会的门票放在了我的桌上

"wow" 

除此之外 我再也想不出其他的话

我知道 如果我再不把握的话

上帝估计也看不下去了

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昨天 费了半斤口水  “苦口婆心” 就差 声泪俱下

终于拉上一个同学一起去

夜里 醒了 一次  4点钟

好久没如此兴奋过

上一次这样 是高考 还是什么 

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6点半 天已早亮了

久违的  清晨的味道

坐在拥挤校车中间的加座上

路上 抬头  只看见一座座高高的楼房 和 天空

我们就像 一车一车的家禽 从学校这个养殖场 运往社会

再被菜市场里的路人 甲乙丙丁 买回家去

红烧 还是 清炖 ？

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早早到了她的学校  

不想太早打扰她

绕着学校转了两圈  有些地方 似曾相识

还是忍不住发个短信过去 希望没有打扰的她睡觉

陪着同学  排着好长好长的队

在菜市场里 转了一圈

拥挤的人群  一张张 青涩的面孔

空气中有点压力

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中午  终于看见了她  淡紫色的衣服

依旧很逊的开场白

和平时外卖差不多的石锅拌饭

在学校里 学校外 转了几圈

谈着一些不着边际的话

和她走在一起 略显着有点拘束

但我真的喜欢和她在一起的感觉

喜欢看着她说话的样子

喜欢看着她淡淡的微笑

喜欢看着她看着远方的侧影

分别的时候

第一次对视着她的眼睛 想说些什么

却依旧是那些客套的告别

望着她回宿舍时的背影

心中默念一些话语

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I love you ,but I just wait for the right moment.

To me ,you are perfect .

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周一 有一个很重要的面试 肯定会紧张 但我现在不会去担心

祝我好运 ！

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 Goodbye my lover

did i disappoint you or let you down
should i be feeling guilty or let the judges frown
cause i saw the end before we had begun
yes i saw you were blinded and i knew i had won

so i took what is mine by eternal right
took your soul out into the night
it may be over but it wonot stop there
i am here for you if you had only care

you touched my heart you touched my soul
you changed my life and all my goals
and love is blind and that i knew when
my heart was blinded by you

i have kissed your lips and held your head
shared your dreams and shared your bed
i know you well i know your smell
i have been addicted to you

goodbye my lover
goodbye my friend
you have been the one
you have been the one for me(2x)

i am a dreamer but when i wake
you canot break my spirit it is my dreams you take
and as you move on remember me
remember us and all we used to be

i have seen you cry i have seen you smile
i have watched you sleeping for a while
i had be the father of your child
i had spend a lifetime with you

i know your fears and you know mine
we have had our doubts but now we are fine
and i love you i swear that is true
i cannot live without you

goodbye my lover
goodbye my friend
you have been the one
you have been the one for me(2x)

and i still hold your hand in mine
in mine when i am asleep
and i will bear my soul in time
when i am kneeling at your feet

goodbye my lover
goodbye my friend
you have been the one
you have been the one for me(2x)

i am so hollow baby i am so hollow
i am so i am so i am so hollow